I'm gay, maybe a bisexual, I don't know. I know for sure, I like guys and I've been had sex with men. Not a lot, but quite enough. I've been in relationship with men since two and a half year ago. Since then, I love some of them, not every men, but some of them really stays in my heart. Oh, I miss them now. It's started so beautiful, lots of passion, and I do enjoy being their boyfriend.
Anyway, I do have crush on a girl. She's my first (female) love. She's funny, smart, always understanding. But now she knows that I like guys too, she's one of my besties now. But, sometimes I do still hoping she will love me back! And I've never have a relationship with a girl
The thing I'm trying to say is, I do love men and women, I can love them equally. But the differences is, when I'm with guys, 70% of my mind is thinking about sex and the rest think about love, future, anxiousness, etc. But with women, I do think about sex, but trust me, I can't love a women as much as I love men. I can love any men, but I can't love any women. I want a women who's perfect or at least close to what I imagened. Because I want my future wife is the best choice i've ever did.
If gay is a choice, I choose to NOT to be gay. But, I am gay! I do have feelings for guys....
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