So, recently I have a new crush(s).... Yes, they're two of them and I really attracted to them. Their initial is I and D... I think I already told about I, and D is another crush that really crush my heart into pieces. He's a basketball player and he's too much kind as a person... The thing is that they're both straight as they can be. And I really can't do anything about it because I have two reason. First, I would be a really bad person to make them gay. Second, I just don't want them to stuck like me, not good enough as a gay person but also can't like girls as much as like boys....
Ugh, I hate it when I already told them that I like (maybe love... I'm not sure) them, but all I get is the sympathy talk and rejection. But hey, I must be grateful because none of them hit me on the face right? I just hope that they can get a good partner who love them as much as I do...
I just want them to know that I love both of you and I really can't stop thinking of you two... I won't forget the smell of their body, their hand grip, the warmth of their body...
