So I was watching Sex and The City series for the first time because
as a boy my mom wouldn't allowed me to watch it. Now I have access to
watch it without my parents has to know about it. I was shocked, all of
those New Yorker movies was looked a lot like Sex and the City! It's
telling story how a new yorker dating different person every night and
on and on. I was like, "Damn, that's the lifestyle I like!"
It
doesn't mean I'm a slut or whatever, it's just this very adventurous
lifestyle. Trying new things in the name of research, getting know to
life, how it works and everything. I always love to see world from the
bright side. No matter what happened to you, there will always a silver
lining in it! I never fake my positivism, I always like being positive
rather than think a horrible things behind it. Well, maybe I still like
to talk about others behind them but at least I don't hurt anyone and
take a positive lesson from it.
All I know is, I do everything I want. I rather have regrets of something that I did, not something that I didn't.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Monday, January 14, 2013
Romantic Encounter
Couple days ago I met someone He's cute, clean, very manly, and just like what I'm hoped. We met at his place, it takes one and a half hour to get there because his place is quite far from mine. Thank God it was sunday and I get there by motorcycle. At first I was confused to get there because I'm not familiar with the area where he lives. So with a simple direction from him, finally I get there safely.
He wear a green T-Shirt with a big letter of TOKYO. He's bald and has a really dashing smile. A little soul patch on his chin and a mustache. His body is not really big, but quite beefy. He likes footbal, his favorite team is chelsea, I like chelsea too by the way :p. His place is quite small but neat and comfy. He has guitar in the corner of his room, a computer desk in the other corner, flat TV, and his bed. He's a modest man, don't have a glamour lifestyle.
The interesting part is when we're lying down on his bed, watching TV, spooning, hugging, and caressing each other. Such a romantic moments. I brushed his eyebrow while he's lying down and closed his eyes. He has a smooth mustache, a really soft face. He's smile when I touch his fat belly....
We're end up having sex, it's the first sex I've had since one and a half years ago. So it's kinda hurt when he put his penis into my hole. But with a little adaptation, it felt so good! Hmm, after we had sex, we're just lying down again and spooning. We fell asleep about couple hours and then I wake and I said to him I gotta go because I have to meet my friend. After have sex, my mood is sooooo good, back to normal again! Even though my ass is kinda sore, hehhehe, but it's worth it!
That's my little story about my encounter with my new acquaintance, which becoming my sex partner (for now). I hope what we have now can be something more because I think I like him.
He wear a green T-Shirt with a big letter of TOKYO. He's bald and has a really dashing smile. A little soul patch on his chin and a mustache. His body is not really big, but quite beefy. He likes footbal, his favorite team is chelsea, I like chelsea too by the way :p. His place is quite small but neat and comfy. He has guitar in the corner of his room, a computer desk in the other corner, flat TV, and his bed. He's a modest man, don't have a glamour lifestyle.
The interesting part is when we're lying down on his bed, watching TV, spooning, hugging, and caressing each other. Such a romantic moments. I brushed his eyebrow while he's lying down and closed his eyes. He has a smooth mustache, a really soft face. He's smile when I touch his fat belly....
We're end up having sex, it's the first sex I've had since one and a half years ago. So it's kinda hurt when he put his penis into my hole. But with a little adaptation, it felt so good! Hmm, after we had sex, we're just lying down again and spooning. We fell asleep about couple hours and then I wake and I said to him I gotta go because I have to meet my friend. After have sex, my mood is sooooo good, back to normal again! Even though my ass is kinda sore, hehhehe, but it's worth it!
That's my little story about my encounter with my new acquaintance, which becoming my sex partner (for now). I hope what we have now can be something more because I think I like him.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Gay, it's in me, it's not a choice
I'm gay, maybe a bisexual, I don't know. I know for sure, I like guys and I've been had sex with men. Not a lot, but quite enough. I've been in relationship with men since two and a half year ago. Since then, I love some of them, not every men, but some of them really stays in my heart. Oh, I miss them now. It's started so beautiful, lots of passion, and I do enjoy being their boyfriend.
Anyway, I do have crush on a girl. She's my first (female) love. She's funny, smart, always understanding. But now she knows that I like guys too, she's one of my besties now. But, sometimes I do still hoping she will love me back! And I've never have a relationship with a girl
The thing I'm trying to say is, I do love men and women, I can love them equally. But the differences is, when I'm with guys, 70% of my mind is thinking about sex and the rest think about love, future, anxiousness, etc. But with women, I do think about sex, but trust me, I can't love a women as much as I love men. I can love any men, but I can't love any women. I want a women who's perfect or at least close to what I imagened. Because I want my future wife is the best choice i've ever did.
If gay is a choice, I choose to NOT to be gay. But, I am gay! I do have feelings for guys....
Anyway, I do have crush on a girl. She's my first (female) love. She's funny, smart, always understanding. But now she knows that I like guys too, she's one of my besties now. But, sometimes I do still hoping she will love me back! And I've never have a relationship with a girl
The thing I'm trying to say is, I do love men and women, I can love them equally. But the differences is, when I'm with guys, 70% of my mind is thinking about sex and the rest think about love, future, anxiousness, etc. But with women, I do think about sex, but trust me, I can't love a women as much as I love men. I can love any men, but I can't love any women. I want a women who's perfect or at least close to what I imagened. Because I want my future wife is the best choice i've ever did.
If gay is a choice, I choose to NOT to be gay. But, I am gay! I do have feelings for guys....
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